victim's of emotional

buat siapa aja yang ngerasa ngebuat situasi yang udah pernah gue alamin ini jadi ngulang untuk yang kedua kalinya hahaha. you've make my wound opened again succesfully haha. have you ever feel what i feel? i'm just too tired for being the victims of the carelessness. to be with you, i dare to take the risk : my relation between some of people freeze-ing and try to throw away my affection with your friend that i still felt it at that time (the hardest). haha some people said ‘this kinds of problems can made you become more mature..’ hahaha who cares? i don't want to grown up if it just making me sad and dissapointed. in fact, every word you've said its lie. and the lie it seems so true, how can i know the diferent between the true and the lie? i'm just too stupid right? hahaha . lately,what i'm doing is own self pity because of the repetition situation you have done. i hope i can feel better when i'm in school, because all of my friends can make me forget with the situation fuu~~ . but you know.. i'm really not in the mood for socializing haha.

ps: for the someone who have been making the situation like this, I'm not angry with you. I'm just disappointed with your lack consistency. Can you remember what's you have said at 26? hahaha I think we can’t be a friend for a while.. everybody has their limit (as yuzi said at her blog) I need time to forget all that has happened and everythings gonna be alright like before..(i hope). Cao : DD(